just another phase

Mar 08

i miss those strange days

unexplainable

& no, you weren’t a part of those days

no one was.

it was the strict fusion of me and nature

laying upon rocks, watching the clouds

as they appeared to move aimlessly between the countless trees

i was alone, feeling as though i was the only human being on earth

but it wasn’t a horrible feeling

it was my sanctuary

searching for hidden trails, leaving my home with a direct mission

“i want to get lost today”

“i want to find something i’ve never seen before”

hours and hours spent by the river side,

just getting to know the “flow” of things

i was more familiar with the water gently caressing the rocks

then i was with any hand that has ever touched me

i miss everything about the air of home,

i am the sole heir of that home

but memories are so embedded into every inch of it.

that they survived through the bitter cold of december

to the sweet scent of summer warmth

the winter makes me shaky and uncomfortable,

but i’ve always tried to embrace the coldness of nature

all natures…including human. finding simple beauty in it

but, theres grief in the air now. so solemn, so dark.

…so not beautiful

i’ve lied to myself some time before

but to convince myself of your life would be extreme

it would almost be easier to forget

but your heart beats within me,

i’ve been told i have your smile, and your eyes

our noses are one in the same

i am a reflection of you mother

how could i ever forget

Taken with instagram

Taken with instagram

Taken with instagram

Taken with instagram

Taken with instagram